Sometimes I really wonder just what is wrong with me when it comes to women. I mean, I wouldn't consider myself unattractive by my standards: I'm not overweight, I'm reasonably fit, I have a good job, my own place and yet, not a look at all from women. This really only leaves me with the impression that the problem is that I'm just ugly plain and simple.
I mean most normal people will have a number of girlfriends over time and yet...not me? My friend tells me I just need to stress less about it but jeeze I can't just change the way I think anymore.
The saying goes that men think about sex every 10 seconds or some such crap, well sometimes I feel that way about thoughts of suicide. I mean I wouldn't be able to go an hour with constantly thinking about putting a gun to my head and blowing it all away. This makes it very hard to concentrate on anything for a length of time thats for sure.