So I thought I might post up some of my thoughts, maybe this will be carthartic. Maybe it will, as the name suggests, simply track my mental state until one day I finally decide to end it all and escape this life.

Not that I expect anyone to ever read this.

Monday 5 December 2011

general update

Well its certainly been a while since I've posted anything up here, over a month by my reckoning.  So how have things been?

Well the new meds might have helped, maybe not but I can tell you one thing for sure they are making me sleepy as hell which makes work all that more difficult to get through.

I did get a dog in the end (screw the landlord) and she is awesome.  When I'm hanging out with her I automatically feel more at peace.  But really no surprise there I always have been and always will be a dog person.

Still absolutely no luck as far as women are concerned try as I may.  As much as I try to chat etc with girls all I ever get is th cold shoulder ignoring or friend zoned.  But such is my life.